There is an abundance of information about postpartum depression around us. However, some women suffer from postpartum anxiety and postpartum OCD as well.
If you are having scary thoughts that you cannot control, these are called intrusive thoughts. Please know there is help for you out there if you are suffering.
The following is a great resource for mothers who are struggling:
Postpartum OCD & Intrusive Thoughts: When The Wheels Come Off